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Saturday, January 31, 2009, 9:17 PM
What's real and what's not?
Losing you, the only one that's ever known.First of all, Happy Sixteenth to my sweetheart Nizar. I hope all your dreams will come true, blahblahblah, and all those wishes everyone gets every birthdays. Heheh. :D Went for E Maths class today and it wasn't half as bad as I thought it would have been, 'cause I sat with Zolyn and Xin Yi at the back of the class and thank God my teacher's leg was hurt so he didn't walk around that much to check on my work (that wasn't done in the first place). :) After that went to Nyai's place at Clementi for a while with Sister since she called to say she wanted to give us something. It turned out to be kueh I don't even like -.- Anyway I got to eat her yummy yummy Curry Chicken! Heheheh. Whilst I was talking to Nyai, I said something stupid -.-" Nyai: Bunyi ape tadi Siti? Geez. They like it when I get paiseh -.- So erm, yeah. ![]() I was calculating something using Sister's phone calculator. Pfft. ![]() I should mention that we like to make stupid faces :D whatsername♥ Try and catch me now. ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Friday, January 30, 2009, 8:43 PM
Am I even on your mind?
We are turning into dust.Hahahaha. That's Hidayah. Today for CCA we played games for the Sec 1s first CCA training and blahblahblah. Orientation, yeah that's the word. So erm, this was our last game. Playing with flour. If you can see, Hidayah's wet. Everyone was - we played water games before that. It was damn funny, yep. and now I'm effing tired. Sorry my dear Syamirah, Hani and Aki for not going home with you guys as per normal. Today I had to prepare things earlier for the Sec Ones. and Aki, I thought you were waiting for me after your CCA? When I came back from the toilet, I didn't see you anywhere -.-" Hmm. Chatting with Nizar, Ika and Wei Sian now. I need lots and lots of sleep! Gosh. I've been lacking much of those lately. and POA/Bio classes are being victimised as sleeping periods instead -.- and yeah, have you guys read Syam's latest post? She's right, you know. Mr.POA Teacher's absence is very blissful. *Smiles with malevolent satisfaction* I'm very much lazy to go for E Maths class tomorrow. whathef, I'm aching all over right now, lacking of bloody sleep and they expect us to turn up really early on a Saturday for E Maths class. May I remind you that a majority of my friends have something against that subject? I can count on 1 (and a half) hand on who actually likes E Maths. Examples are ZX and Haikal. Heheh. Oh yeah, I miss sitting with ZX in class. Gah. Maybe I'll just let the pictures do the shitty talking and I'll stop, so Adios. Haha, Tiny Aini! Joey. Yep, the guy nobody likes, who is also the guy who gives corny jokes and laughs at it alone. Nana Tiyestic! Tepung! and yeah, Small. :) Sheeecaaan! (That's what she claims her name is.) Nana poured flour all over her -.- Now she changed her name back to Syikin. (See her nametag there.) Sec one girl named Liyana. She's cute :) FUCK YOU LA. Nothing better to do, so you'd rather ruin my life. whatsername♥ Will we make it through? ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Thursday, January 29, 2009, 8:21 PM
Our lies, worse.
I can't tell you something that isn't real.I suppose today is fine, just pretty tiring. and Ahmadul Amin my dear cousin, you want it to rhyme, I'll give you rhyme! :P Hmm. Baby V was absent, but we didn't have the time to prank call her, since we're very busy people. chey. -.- My class had EL Comprehension test just now (I hate comprehensions!) and I slept through most of it. ZX actually thought I didn't answer a single question. My friend, I may be lazy but I'm not suicidal. :) gaaah I'm very very tired right now. My feet are aching. Tomorrow I'll be having CCA, but I guess it will be alright since we'll be playing games. So erm, yeah. Sevgilim. ♥ whatsername♥ Maybe you do know. ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Wednesday, January 28, 2009, 4:25 PM
I might be dying, love.
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage.Okaaay, so this has been the wildest I have ever been in KFC. o.o But it was damn cool, prank calling Baby V (HAHAHAHA.) using someone's phone. Of course the person knows we were using her phone, I'm a good girl, I don't steal people's phones and prank (or do I?) :D So erm yeah, heheheh. There was this blue shirt Auntie staring at us. and I did a fake weird laugh, loud enough to make everyone stare at us, so yeah. HAAAAAAAAA. and then when Baby V didn't pick the phone up anymore, we texted instead. Gosh, we were talking bullcrap, about drugs and all that (in case you're a cop, no we're not involved in drugs, it was a joke, okay, so don't come around knocking on my door). I was seriously laughing like a hyena outside Greenridge Shopping Centre. I bet the blue shirt Auntie was still staring at us. I'm sure it's just because she regrets having not enjoyed the confusion and helplessness of others when she was our age. Yes, I understand, you never had much of a life. and Syam made up a random code word when we texted Baby V, it was seriously random but she warned me (and threatened me, that's counted as bullying right? D:) against blogging the exact words 'cause of some reasons. Damn. Anyway yeah, it was an okay day, I guess. I hope Baby V is absent again tomorrow so we can prank call again. WEEEEE~ and Sevgilim, I miss you. ): Syamirah, did I mention Kamal is my GrandUncle from kampong? :D whatsername♥ Why can't I. ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Tuesday, January 27, 2009, 1:23 PM
(You don't even know.)
To tell the truth, I can still hear your voice when I shut my eyes tight.Okay, so erm yeah. I've been busy these few days, which is why I haven't been updating. So here you go, Syam. :) Hey guess what? Yesterday, I cooked Shepherd's Pie. Myself*. and it turned out great. :D heheheh. Hard to believe, yes, but this blog holds nothing but the truth, my friends. -.- (No Syam, apparently nobody in my family died after eating it.) Here's a picture of it: yeaaah. Okay now I'm done with that. What am I supposed to update about? The funny thing is, when I'm not blogging, my mind is overloaded with things I'm planning to type in this very blog, but when I'm here, everything slides off my mind. -.- I miss Nuyun and Fik! haiz. Hmm. Due to lack of ideas on what to blog about, I'm stopping here. :) *With the aid of Abu, Brother and Brother's Home Econs book. heheheh. whatsername♥ Like confetti and our past. Labels: misses, pichas, random ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Friday, January 23, 2009, 1:18 PM
For the rest of my life,
It feels like you're dying.Today was CNY celebration in school, and yeah it was quite fun I guess. Nisa, myself and Ain yang buat kecoh -.-" SS siket ah. haaaa ;) Hmm. After that went to Greenridge (Shopping Centre) with Syam, Ain and Hani. Then went home ... and now I'm eating Maggi Asam Laksa in front of the computer screen 'cause Abu didn't cook. whathef! :/ Gaaah im bored. Bye. Edited at 5.20 pm: Imagine you're in love. How can you ever imagine being in love? You have to go through it in order for you to understand how it feels like. You can't replace the feeling in your heart when you're real happy 'cause you're in love. You also can't replace the feeling in your heart when you're devastated because you're in love. I think I'm lying to myself. Again. I have to stop my lies, stop all my lies. I've lied too much, lied to too many. It's brought me nothing but melancholy. And fear. I fear my every decision because I'm never sure of my choices, every single decision I make brings wreck into the days to come. Like now. And yes, I do mean every decision. But you. Or not. whatsername♥ I'm coming back. Catch me as I fall. ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Thursday, January 22, 2009, 8:17 PM
On probation.
I want to change your heart and mind.Pfft. This has been a very tiring and long day. (E Maths and POA sucks.) So erm, yeah. Went to lepak with Khai, Syiqah and Nani after school. Sayangsayangsayang had class, so he came real late. But when he finally came, I had to head home. :/ dammit. and thanks Hani for accompanying me. I'm in a foul mood today, and I don't even know why. He's talking to me. This is weird. whatsername♥ A little time. Labels: random ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Wednesday, January 21, 2009, 4:56 PM
You dont know,
You simply took a hold of my heart and ran away, far from my longing eyes.Today was okay, I guess. Nothing much. After school went to BPP with Hani and Syam to buy an early birthday present for someone. and guys, keep your mouths shut! *evil look* (laawl). Boy, im kinda tired, for some reason -.-" and I think the present I got for that someone's really cute. Though I dont think that someone will really like it. LOL. I dont care, all the better if that someone isnt crazy about it, then that someone can remember who the hell gave it to that person's self. :D I wonder if you understand what I'm saying. Heh. Oh, and I saved Salihan last night. Lol -.- You're not gonna ask. Andy Andy Andy is such a sweetheart :D whatsername♥ No more mistakes, 'cause in your eyes I'd like to stay. ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Tuesday, January 20, 2009, 8:02 PM
I can change my heart,
Maybe I shouldn't worry about worrying about you at all.I can change my heart if you asked me to. Okay, so erm. I have a duty, which is to blog about today's English class (Read Mary's blog). Well, Mr.EL Teacher's on a two-week course, so he's appointed an ex-student to relief our classes and she's okay, I guess. The funny part was how Royston and the others made up names for some of us. Loool. Here are some of them: Adilah = Shakeema, apparently an African girl. Lukas = Prakash, but they pronounced it as Pakrash. Haha! Indian boy. (Mother apparently half-chinese, half-Indian. hahaha!) Julian = Fernando, father apparently Spanish. Chang Lin = Se Bai, apparently a Thai boy. ("My father has two holes at his nose," he claims. Hahahaha! Dude, everyone's got two holes at the nose.) Alex = Superman, apparently a Mexican boy. (Pronounced in Malay accent. Soo-per-maan) Hahahahahaha! Yeah my class consists of awesome people. and Lukas said that Asma (Gay) is Indonesian. Lol! She cant even fake an Indonesian accent, man. -.- So erm yeah, I've fulfilled my duty as a heroine :D The rest of the day was fine, not great, could be better. Those kinds of days. There was a funny part with Farid when we were waiting for the school bell to ring which would indicate time for us to go home: Farid: Eh just now you said how many minutes left? Lol -.- and I was so sweet tadi, sent Syamiraaah laopo home. heheheh. She sents me home whenever I'm sick, so yeah, I love her :D One more thing, (Lol picture dark uh.) I miss these people seh! D: whatsername♥ I'm not in love. Labels: misses, pichas, random ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Monday, January 19, 2009, 4:46 PM
You and your wild hopes;
We can dance if you want to, but what I want to do is fall in love.Erm, today was relatively okay. Hmm. Mary (or should I say Andy? HEHEH.) owes me tissue 'cause of a bet but since I'm so effing nice, I let it go. HAHAHA. and during Maths, there was this joke that Farid and I made up: Mr.Maths teacher: so erm, the casino brings bad luck HAHAHAHA. He's random. Sometimes he's funny but most of the time he's a pain in the arse. I prefer it when he's teaching me Maths and being funny instead. -.- and Adele was cute, I was talking to her about something then she didn't get it, but then she did. Here's how it went: Me: blahblahblah. *silence, waits for her to understand* Hahahaha. Yeah, she's cute. Wella~ okay -.- Adele a.k.a Tony. Hahaha! and Mdm.Malay teacher read my karangan in class just now. HAHAHA. For the first time since primary five, I'm top in my class -.- Speaking of primary five, I miss my sayang Haikal D: whatsername♥ Now it's too late for you. Labels: misses, pichas, random ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Saturday, January 17, 2009, 1:26 PM
All I'll ever be without you,
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?I've just came back from Maths class. Adele and myself were late, heheh. Liang Jing and Cookie reprimanded me for coming in late and had to go through the class for only more than half an hour. HAHAHA. Oh, well. I overslept! :P and yeah, everyone in my class who has a blog is starting to use proper English, which is good. Our EL teacher encouraged us to do so, and for me, it isn't much of a change since I use proper English most of the time. :D Much to some of yours' disappointment, yes I'll be migrating to Melbourne tomorrow night. Some of you might be really happy to hear this -.-" but it's okay, I felt that way when Mr. Frederick Fung announced of his migration to Hong Kong :D hehehe. hmm. Adele told Zolyn and she was hyper sad so we took pictures together and when I reached home, I saw that she texted me a sweet goodbye. When we were on our way home just now, she hugged me and told me to call her if and when I come back to Singapore. Don't worry my dear, we'll meet soon. and oh, you don't wanna know how soon. ;) Pictures shall be uploaded when I have time so spare - I have to head on to my father's friend's house to deliver something -.- You know what, I think I should charge him for these things. Hahaha. Edited at 5.30 pm: Shit my hair. Adele's iTouch. and this is my dearest Zolyn. Hahaha. Royston. He was walking funnily after telling me to take picture with him. (He talks random stuff. But cute! heheh.) Cute eh Adele. :) Hahaha me extra. I just told Alex something and I told him that I know he'd cry if anything happened to me. Here's what he replied: . says: haaaaaaaaaaaa bastard. whatsername♥ Holding on to my heart. ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Friday, January 16, 2009, 8:57 PM
It's so beautiful.
Choking on love.Okay. I dont believe this. Have you guys read Hani's latest post? Geez, I always thought she was a funny, cute and nice girl. I honestly did. But I suppose I was wrong. People from my school should know what im talking about when I say that Mr.DM talked about some studs from our school stealing deodorants. Well, it was her. Hani. and now her blog's saying that I did it. What the hell is your motive, girl? I wouldn't have blogged about this if you didn't, first. Oh, hell. I dont understand you, you're just finding fault for yourself. whatsername♥ I'm not a princess, Labels: bad mood ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. 1:26 PM
I dont understand,
Stop fooling yourself.Half the time of our lives, we dont understand how the world works. Am I right? You know I am. So now I dont understand how you can claim to love someone so much that he means the very world to you, that he's the sunshine of your life, that nothing in this same world can ever replace him. And then what? You end up having a conflict, and he protects you, protects your relationship, but to no avail: you're gone, now. No more you and him. And you claim to have cried and claim to have been torn apart by the situation but what do I see the next day? The next day, I see that you have found someone new. I'm not trying to tell you that I'm against you or something, but I find your ways despicable and yeah, I dont understand a thing you're doing. No, my dear, I might not be any better than you, but I don't do what you do. I rest my case - it's not my problem in the first place. May I remind you that this is my blog and I have a right to voice out any thoughts of mine, as long as it doesn't have a discrimination of any sorts such as racial or religious. Well, I'm playing by the rules. I bet you won't even realise I've blogged about you. whatsername♥ I hope it's gonna make you notice, someone like me. Labels: random ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Thursday, January 15, 2009, 4:56 PM
Endlessly,
No matter how hard you try to change things, you can't.The tears that filled her eyes streamed down her face, defying her will to stop. When was the last time she cried this hard? She couldn't recall. She hugged herself, weeping on the floor. Stop crying, she thought to herself, stop crying, it's not your fault. You already tried your best to stop her, she's just too selfish to care. Stop crying now. But all she did was to cry. She wasn't always like this, she used to be a really cheerful girl. But how can she be cheerful when her own mother has left her? It was bad enough that her father left home when she was still an infant. Now she has no one else, not a soul to call her own. No one but herself. whatsername♥ I'm at home in the clouds, Labels: random ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Wednesday, January 14, 2009, 9:15 PM
No fear.
You can set the world on fire if you are strong enoughto leave your doubts. hmm. Today was fine. im only updating 'cause Hani told me to, btw. lol -.- so erm anyw, Bio tadi was totally gross - we had to dissect (that's how it's spelt, right?) a sheep's eye o.o Okay so actually we didnt, but Chang Lin and Farid Suhaimi demonstrated it. and honestly, EEEEWW. :S OKAY LIKE, ERM NOTHING TO SAY ALREADY. :D HANI I HOPE YOU'RE READING THIS AND TAG, DAMMIT! :P aku tau kau takot aku uh siol. hahahahahhaha ;) whatsername♥ I wish I weren't afraid. (But of what?) Labels: random ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Monday, January 12, 2009, 9:08 PM
So the story goes,
May angels lead you home.and he's my favourite. u, tadi u tak antar i balek seh. HAHA. sial. yeah, so erm went to lepak with Nani (or Nanu? HAAAAA.), Khai, Syiqah and my dearest sayang Haikal. heheheh. kekek sak. I'll just post pichas yeah. Syiqah. She's fun. and she looks like Shierah? hah. Nanu! Eh salah maksod aku Nani. hahahahahahhaha. Cute kan my sayang. haaaa Random candid. Khai waiting for Nani to kick the ball to him. Syiqah reading Nani's notebook, I think. Haikal pointing to idontknowwhat. -.- Okay, so yeah. Nobody's told me about their O level results yet. haha -.- except for Rahman. im so sorry Rahman. I hope things will get better. cheerio upps. (: and otw to meeting the gang, I saw Sevgilim. :DDDDD whatsername♥ In a different way, ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Saturday, January 10, 2009, 7:44 PM
im not sure about you, but:
What does it feel like not to be afraid?Okay erm wanted to blog but my childhood friend's Mum just called to say she's coming over! So im gonna update this blog next time yo byeee! whatsername♥ "Tak menjadi gitu." -Sister. ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Friday, January 9, 2009, 3:50 PM
Why dont you ?
eh fuck you people la!It's always about making other people happy, isn't it ? You're not supposed to think about yourself, are you ? Well, im not gonna be like that, 'cause im NOT NICE AT ALL. yeah im selfish, I HAVE to think about myself, if nobody else thinks about me, right ? im not making any sense, does this even have anything to do with the situation ? alah dont care la. suck your apek of a neighbour's dick la siol. chibaaaaai nothing better to do perh sak. you think I have so much free time to do all these ? WELL YOU THOUGHT WRONG. Nabei la. I know you so damn semangat la eh. Dah blah tu buat hal dah blah la siaaaalan nye anak. Thank you Sevgilim. Haikal. Syam. for attempting to cheer me up, and yeah it works just abit. and thank you to whoever invented gothic/metal music. I owe you my life. \m/ Achmad came back to school tadi. Damn ive missed him. whatsername♥ sometimes. ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Thursday, January 8, 2009, 9:14 PM
Belki,
Happiness is giving up, not holding on.The title of my post, ive tattooed it on my wrist with a useless pen. heheheh. yeah it's Turkish, dont bother trying to find out what it means. ;) and ive been trying to make Turkish sentences, but im not sure if the grammar's right. HAHAHA. nehmind I'll ask my dear Phonqito. hehehe. so erm, tadi lepak with Ina darlaa uh. camwhore like what siaa. haaaaaaa. Okay yeah zul muke. We were playing with that exercise thing then saw Zulfattah. paiseh sak XD and whilst we were otw home, I saw Sevgilim. :D *meltsmeltsmelts* hahaha :P Sevgilim, ben özlemek sen. Yeah I hope the sentence structure's right. heeeeee. whatsername♥ your love alone, ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Wednesday, January 7, 2009, 4:28 PM
and now,
Haikal just asked me to lepak.BYE! Tak jadi nak blog. hahaha :P Edited at 9.07 pm: Okay hahaha. I've just finished writing out my formal letter to drop Art 'O' level. phew. We still have to do Art homework though whathef! geez. Okay so erm yeah, lepaked at bpp kejap tadi with Neo, Khai and Haikal. Nothing much actually, but ive missed Haikal and Khai so decided to meet them for a while. Then they sent me home and I watched the chinese drama series on tv (info tak perlu or what.) and yeah, eerah and I discovered something new! woohoooo. so bear with it if we keep saying 'hae'. okayhae? :D Haikal, Khai. and if your eyesight is superduper you can see abit of red beside Khai, that's Neo. hahaha. Okay yeah, random sak hari tu talking to Audi on phone. -.- yep my hair rock kan. I know. Haikal says he wants to cut it for me. No sir. Senget is cool yo. haha. :P This morning during assembly, my form teacher who cant speak English properly (he's a Chinese language teacher) asked for my name so he can tick it off the attendance list, and this is how it went: Him: Register number? Oh, well. RAWR. ♥ whatsername♥ and when you go, ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. Saturday, January 3, 2009, 10:34 AM
everything has changed,
Then let silence seal the truth.![]() Yesterday was first day of school for the year, and yeah it was okay. But I got the revelation that a certain teacher is gonna take us for English class and damn, nobody in my class likes him 'cause he gives us bad marks. geeez. Oh well. Oh oh oh, guess what? We had P.E yesterday and it was weight and height checks, and my weight still maintain 41 since last year siaa. and my height. im now 158 cm! heheheh. yep, I used to be 155.5 cm but now im a grown girl and weeeeeeeeee ~ :D Chatting with sweetheart and ully. Happy birthday Ully :) That's all, folks. whatsername♥ All that's left to do is run. Labels: birthday, pichas, random ♥ And you'll go away, but like karma, you'll come back. |